Thursday, December 22, 2005 01:09 a.m.
List ten things you want to say to people but never will. Don't say who they are.
1. You frustrate and infuriate me. You buy into the fact that you're stupid, and use it an excuse to do stupid things, because that's what you've been told your entire life. But you're not stupid. You're one of my best friends, but sometimes you forget I exist. Despite the times you've treated me like shit I love you. I want to protect you from the people who keep hurting you, but you can't stop getting yourself in trouble.
2. For a while there your scared me, but then I saw you were the same beautiful, wonderful person you had always been, despite the bad habits you picked up.
3. I'm sorry for the times I treated you badly or was mean to you. I think we could have been best friends if she hadn't gotten in the way.
4. You tell me not to worry about you but I do constantly. It's none of my business, but I can't turn my back when my friend is hurting themselves. I want to help, but you're too far away. All I can to is sit here and ask you to stop.
5. You ruined men for me. You used me and I hate you. For some reason I can't just tell you, and you don't know you're not my friend.
6. We're almost the same person, we became friends in no time. You're a wonderful friend and would do anything for me even though we've only known eachother a little while... but sometimes I just want to strangle you.
7. I think I might have loved you. Two years later and I'm still sad that we lost contact.
8. My whole life I will regret that I didn't tell you I love you the last time we talked. Now I can only talk to you in prayers even though I don't believe in God.
9. I always felt guilty and shallow for not liking you when you were so nice to me. I'm glad I found out you're a bastard.
10. You're my friend and I love spending time with you... but I really enjoy debating with you, winning, and degrading your religion in witty ways.
Thursday, December 22, 2005 01:04 a.m.
Lately I've had this urge to create something as someone else. A livejournal or myspace profile or something. I want to create and pretend to be another person. Someone with something going on in their lives, someone with something to say.
I wish I had something to say.
Friday, November 18, 2005 11:28 p.m.
It's been a while.
This layout almost blinded me I stared at the screen so intensely for so long putting together, but I did it! ^_^
I'm ready for a fresh start with this thing, so be prepared!
++Jessi Untalented++
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